Today was possibly the worst day of my life. My (soon to be ex) husband was in a car accident with our daughter in the car. I am mad because it should not have happened. My husband has a suspended license so he has no business driving anyways. So when was going down a gravel road, heading back to his moms house, he said a cow came out of no where so he slammed on the brakes and hit a tree and almost flipped the car. Now if he was going a safe speed on that gravel road he should not have to slam on the brakes. If he was going a safe speed and was paying attention he would have saw the cow and slowed down at a safe pace and would not have hit the tree. And how he didn't go to jail is beyond me.
I have once again lost all trust in him after him lying to me about drinking. After him lying to me for months about his sobriety. I think it is time to leave him for good. I know I wont get any child support for him because he doesn't pay child support for his first kid with another woman that he had before we got together. That should have been a sign but he was already married and pregnant when he got served the papers.
I am just happy that my daughter is okay. She came out with just a belt burn on her neck from her car seat. The is no fear like when you hear your child was in an accident. My heart dropped into my stomach when he told me what had happened and it took me almost a hour to get to her because they live in the next town over.
I feel like keeping her away from him because I am so scared of her getting hurt while in his care. I'm so scared of something happening much worse than what had happened today. I must do what is best for her and what will keep her safe. I wont let him keep her for a couple of nights anymore but when I am in town I will let him come to where we are so he can see her.
He hasn't even called to see how she is but that is also because he knows how mad I am at him right now. We will just have to go on from here.
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